I did my best to be there for them, though true comfort from me was shaky, as I barely had my own head above water. My question is, what can I do to help my son, 17, and daughter, 13, to feel secure and deeply loved? It’s late, I know, but are there positive steps we can take to right those wrongs? My daughter seems to have modelled herself on me and my son is showing selfish tendencies.
Our agony aunt Mary Fenwick offers a new perspective on whatever is troubling you. Her answer:
I’m slightly confused because the words in your letter are at odds with the underlying feeling. I don’t necessarily suggest that this is the right advice, but when reading it out to my own teenage daughters they both said ‘divorce him’ after the first sentence. Bear in mind that we only know what you are telling us, but I wanted to illustrate how teenagers are very quick to cut through pussyfooting or fluffy words.
I hope that this concept of deep love is one that your husband also shares, because your children will know what is going on in your relationship, whether or not you put it into words for them.
A 17-year-old with a few selfish tendencies at this stage is absolutely normal. I wonder whether the most healthy thing might be for you to copy your son. What are my needs right now? Who can I trust to support me? These are not selfish questions, but steps towards independence.
One way of putting this is to say that you need to look after your own inner child before you start to translate it to your children. The Buddhist teacher Thich Nhat Hanh suggests this: ‘Darling, I am here for you. I will take good care of you. I have been so busy. I have neglected you, and now I have learned a way to come back to you.’ Is that what you need to say to yourself, as well as to your children?
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